It’s been at least 10 years since I remember making any New Year’s Resolutions, I’m not exactly sure why I decided to bother with them all of a sudden but I do. So here’s my resolutions for 2015:
I will have a smooth face
This has always been kinda big thing for me in the past but wasn’t an issue mainly because of self loathing when it came to looks. That however has changed and while I have a much greater appreciation for how I look overall now as hormones have begun to show visible changes, my face is a big thing for me. While I’ve been doing laser and it’s done great to get rid of most of my hair already, the issue that remains is my acne scares on my cheeks. So I plan on meeting with a dermatologist to see about getting the scares treated and gone so I have a smooth face even if it has to come out of pocket I think it’ll be worth it!
I will work to ensure my kids suffer as little as possible during the upcoming changes
There are a lot of things that will be going on in the up coming year such as my plans to come out and live full time as a woman. Which also means me moving out of the house and into my own place, that also means seeing my kids less often. I’m sure more things will come up as time passes and I hope to try and make my transitioning as little of a problem for them as possible.
I will come out at work and go full time
I hate to say it but my therapist was right… The itch to come out sooner than planned is there an festering hehe. While I don’t always plan to dress “super feminine” I’m getting really tired of stealthing under “guy” clothes. During Christmas time while I was out of town I ended up dressing to what I felt like going which was jeans, blouse, and some foundation. Oh and I got my brows groomed to look more feminine 🙂 All that was enough to start getting gendered correctly and it was a lovely feeling, not as impressive as when I had my makeup done and went out for the first time but a feeling of “this is right” kinda thing if that makes sense. So yeah definitely planning on coming out, we’ll see if I end up holding out until the summer time hehe.
I want to get into the 160-180 pound range
I’m overweight, and I’ve put off dealing with it long enough. I gave myself a fair range to aim for because well I don’t exactly know how I’ll look once I get back down to that range. It’s not the first time I’ve been around the 160-180 range at one point I was 174 pounds for about a year or so but bad diet and less exercise have gotten that number to go upward. The other thing I’m curious about is well helping out with the curves hehe, I didn’t give myself a fixed number because I just don’t know what I’ll look like and how hormones will keep changing my body maybe I’ll be happy with how I look closer to 180 than 160 who knows! Well soon enough I will I guess haha, err I should say happier with how I look because well I’m already starting to love looking at myself in the mirror 🙂
So there you have it my New Year’s Resolutions, I think all of them are quite attainable with a bit of effort and some saving on my part hehe.